falling asleep

    mondays. oh my G-D are mondays rough or WHAT??? i am completely exhausted; my dog came in my room at 8 am which was three hours before i needed to get up and i didn't fall back asleep. it's just been a sleepy day :( i wish i could sleep for HOURS! i love u blog bye

it hit me like a hammer

    i went back to the heart of rock and roll on broadway last night and i couldn't stop thinking about how much i'd like to share it with you. all of you, but especially one of you. the one of you who definitely thinks i am often annoying but also a little silly, (and cute, perhaps?). for the rest of you, a new review is coming to the pace chronicle soon, so check that out, please!!! i miss you guys. i'll be on campus tomorrow for the chronicle's regularly scheduled monday meeting which is exciting because i am so bored at home. everything's fine and i'm fine but i'm so BORED. i hope next weekend i will see you all at the springfest carnival, i will be the one holding the cotton candy with a giant, almost sinister grin that isn't actually evil, but excited. <3

i can do this

    i wrote one paragraph for my essay so i'm just going to keep that up for each day until it's due, i guess. i am a major procrastinator but in my defense, there are new youtube videos to watch! yes, i am aware that is a terrible defense. in my defense, i am a major procrastinator and i contradict myself sometimes. anyway, how's everyone doing?

i'm old (23)

    i am 99% sure i threw out my back... it hurts babes :( anywhoodles (no grammarly i do not mean any noodles, that is not kosher for passover stfu) i still have so much work to do lol. i feel like i should still do the draft for american women writers even though the essay is due monday? because then on tuesday we have another study day and by that point it's going to be so close to the carnival (and this girl loves cotton candy and free stuffed animals so you know i will be there). my abstract is due the 6th (for my presentation) and i'm not really positive on how to do that but i will ask my friends i guess hahah. if you know how please tell me, like is it just a page describing what you're trying to prove or is there a real formula to it? i assume the former due to the fact it's called an abstract but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

former disney channel stars want me dead

    oh, hello! i've been sick, but alas, i have survived! i am so normal guys it's ok. i am feeling 99% better now but i still have to do my hw that was for yesterday :/ already emailed my prof though while i was suffering (could NOT lift my head for more than twenty minutes in a row). i will probably do all of that tomorrow or thursday because i am not doing it now this is a STUDY day. i am studying what the hell is wrong with me. and i am apparently so old that literally all of the people i was so into at 14 are reuniting (except for one direction what is that about). if mike faist doesn't stop by heart of rock and roll during this press tour i am actually going to commit a crime (probably tax fraud a la 3rd rock from the sun, i own a farm now guys)

ouch!

feelin' sick!!! tummy hurts, as per usual. i have jewish girl tummy hurt disorder <3 everything is kind of meh right now which is why my writing is absolutely horrendous and doesn't look like i got an a+ in english ever in my life (i did, many times). i am back on my newsies bullshit... how can one not be with all this corey cott, mike faist, jeremy jordan, and tommy bracco content???? everybody say thank you huey lewis, zendaya, and 2x tony nominee eva noblezada!!!! i am what the kids call ~sad~ because there is no school for a week. commuter problems :p but actually i miss you guys so much already i am so lonely i love you so much friends :( like sometimes i am just here. thinking. what am i, what are we, what is this????? men are stupid (except for the aforementioned newsies and also jason bateman and niall horan) so i don't really expect much from that avenue... who cares?! not me obviously hahahahah i'm regular. it's fine. i'm fine. love u bye

a playlist for the week

oh hey! i thought since we're off this week i would share a little playlist for you and i both :)

• dance with you - ben platt
• at the end of the day - wallows
• dreams - van halen
• baseball - hippo campus
• ready to run - one direction (i LOVED this song at 14)
• feel something - joshua bassett
• heartbreak warfare - john mayer
• kids - mgmt
• imaginary friends - voila & hey violet
• i try - courtship
• on the loose - niall horan
• thirteen - big sky
• when the sun fades - lunars
• lovely - fly by midnight / betty who
• eye in the sky - the alan parsons project
• la vie boheme - cast of rent (you won't regret it)
• cross your mind - role model
• espresso - sabrina carpenter
• can't run forever - vacation manor
• cover girl - joan
• green green dress - andrew garfield & alexandra shipp (part of my tick tick boom agenda)
• heartbeat connection - swim
• authority song - john mellencamp
• the anthem - good charlotte

so, yeah! if you wanna see my spotify playlist go here: the college years (pace's version)

how do you do that? glitter graphics

i'm going to show you how to add something like this: to your html code...
[code]<a href="https://www.glitter-graphics.com"><img src="https://i2.glitter-graphics.org/pub/549/549062c91it46lgr.gif" width=115 height=115 border=0></a>[/code]
just paste that into the html editor!!

eternal rain

some days it feels like it rains forever. i sit in this chair at the library and i wonder where everyone has gone. it's a bit of a lonely existence. next semester will not be like this. except for the rain, because of course i cannot control the weather. some days i wish my friends would walk by and it could all be so simple. i wish it wasn't up to me, a lost little puppy just trying to find someone i know to talk to for a while. i've always got so much to say.

boy meets horror

i did it, folks! i made a fifteen slide presentation on the boy meets world scream episode "and then there was shawn" and how it relates to stephen king's the man who loved flowers (very loosely but hey). i am over the moon excited to present it next week; well, two weeks, but next week we have off. i set my alarm for 8:37 tomorrow morning for registration, i have a whole schedule planned and a backup but that one's a little more up in the air. hopefully it won't fill up before then but we will see. now, i still need to do my french and then a few more discussion posts for another class. gotta check for history, too. other than that, new abbott elementary and the conners on tonight, so, fun!

hello

had another breakdown lol. i think i am just exhausted. i've been feeling a bit blechy for a while so i hope that stops soon :/ i don't know what exactly to talk about here so i guess i will just say that i am feeling a little stressed about having to get all my work done before the study days... i don't know honestly but whatever

my day in emoticons

weather today: 68.3 ° F

listening to: my playlist

playing: neopets!

browsing: blogger mostly

talking to: nobody... i'm so lonely

wishing for: sleep

working on: french final presentation with danna!

sad about: annoying people in the library being loud

hours & hours

hello from mortola library! i'm spending my next three hours here since i have another class later but i can't go home in between. strangely i am sick of my soft rock playlist so i am just chilling and listening to showtunes (right now it's on shuffle and playing book of mormon). i am so tired today, not sure why. i haven't really seen my friends today so i do feel a little sad, but whatever, i guess. it's a nice day but i feel like if i go to kessel or go outside i'm just going to be lonely and fall asleep. i brought tisha's present and she didn't even come in so i have a giant box in my backpack... i really don't like being alone during this time, i just start to feel bad about myself, you know?

third time's the charm (in one day)

    i'm definitely not doing my short stories final presentation on boy meets world, that would be crazy, right??? just kidding, i totally am. today was tisha's 20th birthday (and my dog's 12th). i was rushing out the door this morning because my uber was kind of early so i forgot her present at home... i'm bringing it tomorrow. plus, my brother loved the dvd set i got him yesterday. so that's nice :)

a colorful life

#ff99cc is just the nicest shade of pink! #f7dce4 is another one that i love (it's featured here on the blog!) i just love colors, lol. here are some palettes i have made:

bleeding hearts

sweet like candy

childhood bedroom

midcentury madness

sweet starburst

plastic rainbow

cafe mocha

everyday use

in my american women writers class we read alice walker's everyday use. it was reminiscent of the relationships in a raisin in the sun by lorraine hansberry, with a black mother and her two children; one of the daughters is more assimilated into white culture and the other refutes the black american identity in favor of an ancestral african one. anyway, i had some thoughts. why does dee/wangero wants the quilts if she is rejecting her familial name? wouldn't this signal some sort of deep-seated emotional reality where she does not actually give up her identity as dee? the quilts are made by women almost exclusively named dee or dicie, which dee is short for. maggie, on the other hand, was promised these quilts, in remembrance of her grandmother, for her wedding day. she doesn't seem to care as much about material things as her sister. i don't have any personal connection to this story, strangely, despite the number of losses i have experienced in my lifetime and the mementos left behind by these family members.

a new day is upon us

hi everyone! this is my blog for all school-related things, i suppose. i have two other blogs which i use for personal journal entries and poetry so this will be mostly for observational purposes as well as homework opinions and such... anyway, registration begins this thursday for me, i'm also going to take two asynchronous classes this summer so i can catch up with credits. i hope i will get all the classes i want! i would love it if you all would comment your thoughts on my posts here. if you want you could even start your own blog. today was culture fest and it's also my brother's 19th birthday!!! i bought him a huge back to the future dvd set with all the movies, the cartoon, and a companion booklet. tomorrow is tisha's birthday so that should be fun!!! lots of stuff going on!

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